Ashley Cain reveals heartbreaking way he paid tribute to Azaylia at Christmas

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The reality TV star has addressed his
The reality TV star has addressed his 'guilt' over a huge family change

GRIEVING Ashley Cain has revealed the heartbreaking way he paid a festive tribute to late daughter Azaylia.

The MTV star, 33, opened up on his chance to "love, remember and reminisce about the ones we have lost" in a touching Instagram post.

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Ashley Cain has revealed the heartbreaking way he paid tribute to late daughter Azaylia on Christmas DayCredit: Instagram/@mrashleycain
The tot tragically died aged eight months in 2021
The tot tragically died aged eight months in 2021Credit: miss_safiyya_/Instagram
The ex MTV star, 33, adorned Azaylia's tombstone with two huge teddy bears and a bouquet of flowers
The ex MTV star, 33, adorned Azaylia's tombstone with two huge teddy bears and a bouquet of flowersCredit: Instagram/@mrashleycain

One snap saw Ashley clutching two huge teddy bears as he headed to his daughter's grave on Christmas Day.

The former footballer, 33, is doting dad to tot Azaylia, who died from a rare form of leukaemia aged eight months in 2021.

He headed to the remembrance area with the cuddly toys and a huge bunch of flowers, adorned with two wicker present sculptures.

Dog who 'always melts hearts' with his smile hopes to find a loving familyDog who 'always melts hearts' with his smile hopes to find a loving family

Ashley captured the display in full glory, pride of place on the little girl's tombstone.

He also added a selection of images showing him with family posing outside a pub during the festive period.

In his lengthy image caption, he wrote: "Merry Christmas Everyone.

"Today is a day to hold, appreciate and cherish the ones we have... and to love, remember and reminisce about the ones we have lost.

"I have been happy and I've been sad. I have laughed and I have cried. But no matter what, I have smiled and always loved and felt loved.

"Sending everyone love, strength and many blessings.

"Have a wonderful day all."

Ashley revealed his lasting feelings of grief on Good Morning Britain earlier this month.

He admitted: "You can feel so lonely.

"Other times, you can feel so guilty."

Sweet rescue dog with shy personality desperate to find a new best friendSweet rescue dog with shy personality desperate to find a new best friend

Ashley shared his tot with ex Safiyya Vorajee - with the little girl diagnosed with leukaemia just two months after her birth.

Earlier this month, Ashley told of the "guilt" he feels after revealing he is set to become a dad for the second time.

Ashley will welcome a boy in January with his close friend - two years after his daughter's death.

Yet Safiyya exclusively told The Sun that he stood at Azaylia's grave and asked to have another baby.

In response, the Ex On The Beach alumni said "recollections may vary."

Meanwhile, the doting dad recently admitted he had lost a stone in a month due to his "recent stress load."

Ashley also shared happier snaps of his family Christmas
Ashley also shared happier snaps of his family ChristmasCredit: Instagram/@mrashleycain
He has opened up on the 'guilt' he feels as he is set to be a dad for the second time
He has opened up on the 'guilt' he feels as he is set to be a dad for the second timeCredit: miss_safiyya_/Instagram
Ashley shared Azaylia with ex Safiyya Vorajee, who claimed he asked her to have a second child at their little girl's grave
Ashley shared Azaylia with ex Safiyya Vorajee, who claimed he asked her to have a second child at their little girl's graveCredit: Dan Charity

Beth Allcock

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